Hi everyone.
Unfortunately the past few days have been particularly hard for me. I've discovered my teaching assistant, Ms Burbidge, whom I trust,respect and am used to, has decided to leave my school. I'm upset, emotional and I feel my support at school has been taken. I'm sad because I feel like it's my fault but understand her reasons for leaving. After all when people like Mrs May and Ms Voden make it hard for Ms Burbidge to do her job properly, what other option did she have other than to leave? When I heard that Mrs May and Ms Voden had cornered Ms Burbidge about her 'lack of professionalism' whilst looking after me, I was devastated. Is it unprofessional to make a child happy while they are at school? I thought that Ms Voden was meant to be supporting me too! I think its really unfair because Ms Burbidge has been my teaching assisstant for the majority of this year. I was able to do one of the things I had never been able to do before, like deciding my form needed to know that I did not have long left to live. We sat down and spoke about things we could do for memories, whereas I used to be apprehensive discussing things like that. Once again, for some reason beyond my understanding, I find that mrs may and ms voden are just trying to make my life difficult again. It hurts.
I'm pleased that we and Ms Burbidge can continue our friendship without people interfering, but its a shame it had to come to this. I really don't want to go back to school. I feel like they want to take away my support so I leave the school and so I don't waste their resources. People can be replaced in jobs but I won't ever have that chance. I dont understand why people are trying to make the time I have left more miserable than it needs to be. All i want is to go to school as much as possible - there is no second chance for me. Time is so important to me; I dont want it to be used up by powerhungry, egoistic people whom one of which has nothing to do with my care at NH.
Once again I feel completely alone.
Unfortunately the past few days have been particularly hard for me. I've discovered my teaching assistant, Ms Burbidge, whom I trust,respect and am used to, has decided to leave my school. I'm upset, emotional and I feel my support at school has been taken. I'm sad because I feel like it's my fault but understand her reasons for leaving. After all when people like Mrs May and Ms Voden make it hard for Ms Burbidge to do her job properly, what other option did she have other than to leave? When I heard that Mrs May and Ms Voden had cornered Ms Burbidge about her 'lack of professionalism' whilst looking after me, I was devastated. Is it unprofessional to make a child happy while they are at school? I thought that Ms Voden was meant to be supporting me too! I think its really unfair because Ms Burbidge has been my teaching assisstant for the majority of this year. I was able to do one of the things I had never been able to do before, like deciding my form needed to know that I did not have long left to live. We sat down and spoke about things we could do for memories, whereas I used to be apprehensive discussing things like that. Once again, for some reason beyond my understanding, I find that mrs may and ms voden are just trying to make my life difficult again. It hurts.
I'm pleased that we and Ms Burbidge can continue our friendship without people interfering, but its a shame it had to come to this. I really don't want to go back to school. I feel like they want to take away my support so I leave the school and so I don't waste their resources. People can be replaced in jobs but I won't ever have that chance. I dont understand why people are trying to make the time I have left more miserable than it needs to be. All i want is to go to school as much as possible - there is no second chance for me. Time is so important to me; I dont want it to be used up by powerhungry, egoistic people whom one of which has nothing to do with my care at NH.
Once again I feel completely alone.
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I am sad for you brave girl!
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